Heaven’s gate

Lyrics

[INTRO] In the silence of the night, Where the shadows feel so bright, I wear this mask, I play this part, But deep inside, I’ve lost my heart. [VERSE 1] No love, no happiness, what a cruel game, Behind these walls, I’m the one to blame. Heavens call, but I’m trapped in this pain, With judgment and shouts, it’s all the same. Every smile’s a lie, every word’s a plea, I’m screaming for help, but no one can see. PTSD whispers, a haunting refrain, Memories bleed like water through rain. [CHORUS] No love, no happiness, where do I belong? Heaven's gates feel so far, I'm lost in this song. Every heartache echoing, drowning me slow, But I'll keep on fighting, through the highs and the lows. [VERSE 2] Shame wrapped around like a thorny vine, I drown in my silence, can’t speak, can’t shine. The laughter I fake, oh, it cuts like a knife, Each day a battle, it’s hard to feel alive. Trapped in the cycle of trauma and grief, I seek for relief, but I can’t find belief. I walk through the fire, I’m desperately brave, Fighting the demons, but I’m still a slave. [CHORUS] No love, no happiness, where do I belong? Heaven's gates feel so far, I'm lost in this song. Every heartache echoing, drowning me slow, But I'll keep on fighting, through the highs and the lows. [BRIDGE] So if you hear me screaming in the night, Know I’m just a soul searching for the light. Behind these eyes, a story unfolds, A fight for redemption, a heart that’s been sold. [CHORUS] No love, no happiness, where do I belong? Heaven's gates feel so far, I'm lost in this song. Every heartache echoing, drowning me slow, But I'll keep on fighting, through the highs and the lows. [OUTRO] In the silence of the night, I’ll keep holding on, Though the love may be fleeting, I’ll find where I belong. No more hiding this shame I’m letting it out so all the pain will be gone as you hear me shout