I can’t undo this pain

Lyrics

Verse 1
I can’t take back my choices, the things that truly made me
I’ve been happy on and off now, but I haven’t found my key
Peace is what I strive for, I can leave love at the door.
My hearts been broken so much, I can’t feel it anymore.
But I think what I did wrong, it’s something I can’t ignore
I blame myself for trying, even if makes me feel Torn

Chorus
I think about those days, the days we kissed and fight
The days I’d cry for hours, hoping I could find the light
My addictions keep coming back, my mind is such a mess
But I can’t do nothing about it, I fully wear it I’m obsessed

Verse 2
I sit down in my room, only time I feel at ease when I’m smoking.
Drinking bottles by the day, but the pain away ain’t leaving
A love story gone wrong, it still got me weeping
My love is frozen but no prince charming to concede it
I should have known… that life is gonna be a hell of a ride
It’s hard to move on while I roll on with my day

Chorus
I think about those days, the days we kissed and fight
The days I’d cry for hours, hoping I could find the light
My addictions keep coming back, my mind is such a mess
But I can’t do nothing about it, I fully wear it I’m obsessed

Ending bridge
I can’t believe that you would break my heart in two
I’m a fool to believe in love again when I didn’t get the first clue
Monkey see monkey do, I truly wish it’d hurt you
Cause goodbye is forever and this pain I can’t undo