So So, So Stuck

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I’m so so Tired of my own echo Half okay Half hiding in my shadow Scroll my life In a room that’s losing color Say I’m fine Text it Never to my mother [Pre-Chorus] I’m stuck between “could be worse” and “I can’t breathe” Laugh it off Like a joke that’s cutting teeth [Chorus] I’m so so Not alright Not broken Living in the middle Heart half-open Can’t cry loud Can’t smile like I mean it I’m so so And I kinda hate to feel it (I’m so so) And I’m scared to really say it [Verse 2] I’m so so Good at keeping it together Hold my breath Tell myself it’s just the weather Friends all say “you’ve been quiet What you thinking?” Change the subject Change the topic Keep on sinking [Pre-Chorus] I’m stuck between “let it out” and “lock the door” Talk around it Till my throat turns sore [Chorus] I’m so so Not alright Not broken Living in the middle Heart half-open Can’t cry loud Can’t smile like I mean it I’m so so And I kinda hate to feel it (I’m so so) But tonight I’ll finally say it [Outro] I’m so so But that’s still me Halfway hurt Still here Still breathing I’m so so And that’s okay to be