dead high

מילים

3 AM city feeling cold got my heart in my hands but it feelt like stone smoke in my lungs demons in my phone I got everything but I still feel alone They love the way Im broken saying pain make me poetic I mix love with the cocaine call it something aesthetic I tried to heal I tried to change but I still run back to the flames You say my heart is hard to love Maybe its just too much pain love and drugs they feel the same both my promises and both bring pain friends turn fake when the money long love turns cold when the trust is gone I talk to God but I dont pray Im just asking him why I feel this way love got me high then it let me down pain in my chest when youre not around tell me its real tell me its true all this money I got dont mean shit without you Slow beats heart bleeds time freeze blue lights flashing like memories if I crash tonight will you remember me or just the memories Yeah please dont lie to me I know I could never be the girl you want to see in me but please let me try to show you what I can be Yeah I can be Oh I could be the girl of your dreams