More than I have

Lyrics

[INTRO]
Every step I take, I wear this heavy crown,
Shining on the outside, but inside I'm breaking down.
A life decorated but I’m lost in the sound,
Of whispers in my mind that keep dragging me down.

[VERSE 1]
Got the riches and the gold, but I’m still feeling cold,
All these smiles in the photos, but my heart won't unfold.
Behind closed doors, I'm a shadow of myself,
Searching for the light, but it’s locked on a shelf.

[CHORUS]
I’m just a walking paradox, a storm in the calm,
Holding on by a thread, searching for a balm.
Every laugh feels borrowed, every joy feels fake,
Got everything but peace, for my own sake.
Oh, I want my body to rest, just a little break,
From all these problems and mistakes, oh for heaven’s sake.

[VERSE 2]
Waves of despair crash in on me,
Feeling like I’m drowning in an endless sea.
Faking my responses, putting on a show,
While the heartache deep inside just continues to grow.

[CHORUS]
I’m just a walking paradox, a storm in the calm,
Holding on by a thread, searching for a balm.
Every laugh feels borrowed, every joy feels fake,
Got everything but peace, for my own sake.
Oh, I want my body to rest, just a little break,
From all these problems and mistakes, oh for heaven’s sake.

[BRIDGE]
I’m screaming in silence, but no one can hear,
These invisible battles keep feeding my fear.
But I’m ready to rise, to fight for my soul,
To heal this confusion and reclaim control.

[CHORUS]
I’m just a walking paradox, a storm in the calm,
Holding on by a thread, searching for a balm.
Every laugh feels borrowed, every joy feels fake,
Got everything but peace, for my own sake.
Oh, I want my body to rest, just a little break,
From all these problems and mistakes, oh for heaven’s sake.

[OUTRO]
So I’ll wear this smile as a shield for the night,
Learning to embrace that I’m still in the fight.
I’ll rise from the ashes, let my heart take a stake,
And finally find peace when I strong enough to not act fake