Not Sorry For Screaming

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I’m not sorry for screaming I was holding my face together You came around with a smile And I cracked like thin ice You invited me to last nightt I stood there in my good shoes The room felt too bright And my hands had nowhere to go [Pre-Chorus] Now I’m crying in the hallway Trying hard to stay upright My throat is full of broken glass And I still said, “I’m fine” [Chorus] I’m not sorry for screaming I was hurt, I was hurt I’m not sorry for screaming Say my name, make it real I got a dad but I miss him I miss him for now I got a dad but I miss him And it knocks me down [Verse 2] There’s a chair by the window That nobody ever takes I watched my own hands shake On a cup I couldn’t hold You laughed like it was easy Like the night could never change But I was already gone Before the door closed [Pre-Chorus] Now I’m crying in the hallway Trying hard to stay upright My throat is full of broken glass And I still said, “I’m fine” [Chorus] I’m not sorry for screaming I was hurt, I was hurt I’m not sorry for screaming Say my name, make it real I got a dad but I miss him I miss him for now I got a dad but I miss him And it knocks me down [Bridge] Maybe that’s the part of me That keeps calling out When the old hurt wakes up I can’t mute it now So if I shake Let me shake If I fall apart Let me fall apart [Final Chorus] I’m not sorry for screaming I was hurt, I was hurt I’m not sorry for screaming Say my name, make it real I got a dad but I miss him I miss him for now I got a dad but I miss him And it knocks me down