Girl look what you made me do to me

Lyrics

[INTRO] In the silence, I hear my name Whispers in the dark, a fatal claim I'm searching for a way to break the chains But the ghosts of my past keep on remaining [VERSE 1] The blame's on me, I can't deny Caught between the bottle and a lie I'm sinking deep most every night I whisper prayers, but they fall flat So I drown the pain to forget all that Battling shadows in this barroom light [CHORUS] I'm not the villain, but darling, I'm no hero I only feel alive when I'm breaking A spark that's fading in the storm I'm lost and I'm searching for a brand new start [VERSE 2] It's always empty when the clock strikes late Chasing thrills that leave me cold I only feel alive when I'm breaking Look at the mess your heart has made me hold [CHORUS] I'm not the villain, but darling, I'm no hero I only feel alive when I'm breaking A spark that's fading in the storm I'm lost and I'm searching for a brand new start [BRIDGE] I aim for redemption, a quiet seat But the haze lingers past the streetlights' beat So I spark a flame and scroll my screen Fumbling through contacts, who can I trust? Names scratched in haste, now gathering dust To slow this runaway soul's machine [HOOK] I'm dancing with the fire, I'm playing with desire I'm running out of time, I'm losing my heart's fire [CHORUS] I'm not the villain, but darling, I'm no hero I only feel alive when I'm breaking A spark that's fading in the storm I'm lost and I'm searching for a brand new start [OUTRO] Come morning, love, you'll curse my name Wondering where I've wandered, torn I swear I'm decent, but I'm dancing with the fire I'm searching for a way to retire.