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Parallax... I framed the air with my fingers, trying to capture an invisible face floating there. Eyes... a smile... a black hoodie... oversized... peace... comfort... And the sound of his laughter echoes in my silent memories... My head spins... I rush down the stairs... As soon as I step outside, the cold wind envelops me... Where did I lose myself? Did I really lose myself? Or did the world create someone I don't know? And now... I’m tired of the version of me in the mirror... In silence, in the darkness... Forgotten like an old toy... In the quiet... My soulless body Wanders the world... Simulating perfection... Simulating happiness... But my soul is trapped in the mirror... Only when I sing in the shower... Only when I drink too much... and someone has to take me home... In the end... inside the "me" they created, They forgot that my true self... wants to break free... Go to the movies... Travel... Get it right... get it wrong... Hold hands... Shout "I love you" in the street... Blush at a kiss on the cheek... I want to live like a human being... Tomorrow... The lights will come on... The stage will be set... And I won't worry if the world notices everything... And sometimes... I like to think none of it was real... right after it happens... Finally, with a scream caught in my throat... I walked away... I looked back... went home... took a shower... put on the clothes I always wear... All black... Because the sky is already full of stars... and I don't need to be just another one... I wrote a new song... and with it... I buried the version of me they created... And when the lights come on tomorrow... I will shine... Freely... With a genuine smile... My eyes will have a different sparkle than before... Because this is how I was born... and this is how I will exist... In the same body... Now... finally, reclaiming my soul...