Way to Fucking High

Lyrics

. JustMove2Rise Yo, yoyoyoyo, Aye bro ski Ya, this may be too true for me to say But if I'm looking from the view of how you must see me today I can tell you I've never ever had a clue. Nothing feels very real. When every single thought is new. As soon as one pops up it's gone so fast I can't say the words I think got me Feeling really stuck. I can't speak the words fast enough That's when I see that I really fucked up. This has gotta be higher than I've ever been definitely higher than I wanna be. I Can barely see. I can feel how hard I have to breathe. Thinking when will I get some relief. I'm In dis belief. I feel like Heather had to feel kinda makes me feel bad until I feel the guilt for real. Damn, I gotta chill, Hope it don't kill me Cuz I want to live and see my very best. I confess I have regrets. Cuz this Life I can't forget. I hate the way I love this shit Overthinking the way I gotta look like to everybody Tried to apologize for how high I am without a lie. Nope, that'll never work, even I don't buy that try. Why Do I Even try Cause it's all I've ever really loved Is This a feeling that I wish I could get rid of? Can't even try. I'm too damn high to look anyone in their eyes. I wear my truth all over my face. I Think it's plain to see I'm just a broken disgrace. Don't let excuses take the place Of the truth that only I will ever taste Oh my God, why are my thoughts in a race? Can't keep pace, so I gotta give chase. Now I'm all over here full of fear Inside wishing for sobriety, Is addiction lying to me, Or even if I listen up. Do I really want to quit using drugs The answer never comes God why don't I care I can understand my thoughts so rare Into my writing To ask for truth and bare an honest answer Hopefully, I will actually be fair. Wait! Would I actually lie to myself about not lying to myself? What the hell? No idea Why I Outta Try a lotta I gotta Spot a Nothing much With any luck My mind Will just Let reality rush back in a whole bunch Hmm what will I have for lunch Why is it when I'm high I think Everybody knows the lie I hide inside Maybe it's because I provide my eyes too wide In every one of my replies And then I realized My pride denied my brain To comply But why Is this the way I am Going to die? Don't think like that I gotta fight back All I can do is react To the fact I can't understand crap Yes I'm talking this and that It's worth knowing this is where my understandings at Holy hell I might be perma twacked The thought damn near gives me a panic attack I hope I can deal with how I really feel until I can actually enjoy my chill. So what I feel feels real still Now I can't believe it How did this happen again, right Every time I write a line my mind reminds me of a time that rhymes So the memories I write my pain in words for the world hear to Release feelings I've held o tight. Knowing it'll span the test of time At least it will in the shadows of the unheard music o