Broken Hearts & Coffee

Songtext

[Verse 1] I used to know exactly what would make you laugh Now I tell the same jokes and you barely smile back You lean into me, but something feels different Like you're here with me, but your heart's somewhere missing We used to talk until the morning came Now we're sitting next to each other, nothing to say You ask me what I'm thinking, I say, "Nothing, I'm fine" You look away, and I know you're tired of that line [Pre-Chorus] And I don't wanna call it over But I don't know what we're holding on to Every little thing that made us us Feels like something we don't do [Chorus] I've had enough, think you've been making me sick I've had enough, thought you were the problem in this But no, I know I'm the one I'm the reason you're not happy anymore It's not you, it's me, I hate that it's true I don't know how to make you feel like I used to And I keep looking for somebody to blame But I'm the one standing in the way [Verse 2] We used to make plans for a Saturday night Pick a little place, stay out till closing time Now when I ask you, "Wanna go somewhere?" You shrug your shoulders like you don't really care And the dates we talked about never happen "Next week, I promise," then we both forget it happened Your hand finds mine, but it doesn't feel the same And even when I kiss you, you don't kiss me back the same way It's not that you don't love me, I know you do It's just that I don't know what I'm supposed to do When holding you feels like something I have to ask And every little moment feels like we're looking back [Pre-Chorus] And I don't wanna call it over 'Cause I still like waking up next to you But I think somewhere along the way I stopped being good for you [Bridge] We broke up so many times, lost count somewhere along the way Said we'd never do it again, then did it anyway We grew apart, came back, then lost each other twice Every time it hurt, but somehow we survived And maybe you were the problem, yeah, sometimes you were But if I'm being honest, I was usually worse We both made mistakes, we both crossed lines But I'd still take those imperfect days over goodbye I still know your coffee order Still know your favorite song Still wanna make you laugh sometimes I just wish we were still like that all along [Final Chorus, Outro / Rap Build-Up] I've had enough, I know what the problem is It wasn't always you, most of the time it was me We fell apart, then found our way back Lost each other so many times, still came running back And no matter what happens, you're staying in my heart Even if you're gone now, you're still a part Of every little memory, every place we knew And honestly, I still wish it was me and you I don't need it perfect, I don't need it fixed Don't need some movie love, don't need none of that shit I just want the way we used to be All our little flaws, all our history I don't care if it's messy, I don't care if it's hard I just wish you were here, right where you were from the start 'Cause if I could have one thing, if I could choose what stays I'd take our imperfect love back any day I still love you, that's the hardest part Sometimes loving someone doesn't mean you should stay where you are But maybe I'm not ready to call it the end Maybe I'm just missing my best friend Missing those nights, missing your laugh Missing the person I was when you were around We had good days, we had bad ones Had our highs, had our breakdowns Said goodbye, then came right back Like somehow we'd always find our way back I blamed you, you blamed me Guess we were both too young to see That sometimes love ain't perfect, that's okay It's the little broken pieces that made us that way And if you're somewhere out there tonight I hope you're laughing, I hope you're alright And if you ever think about what we had Just know I'd still take the good with the bad 'Cause you were never just a chapter to me You were every version of who I wanted to be And even if we're strangers someday A part of me will always wish we stayed I don't need forever, I don't need a perfect ending I just miss the way your hand felt in my hand And if I could go back, knowing everything I know I'd still choose you — I'd just try a little harder not to let you go.