Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**
Late nights, red eyes, I’m countin’ these sins,
Anxiety’s creepin’ like smoke through the vents.
She text, “You good?”—I’m chokin’ on pride,
Reply with a meme, but my soul’s petrified.
Streets got claws, they snatchin’ my peace,
Pop a pill, chase the high, but the demons don’t leave.
Loyalty’s tax—I pay it in blood,
Lost brothers framed in gold, hangin’ above.

**[Pre-Chorus]**
Yeah, I’m flawed, yeah, I’m cracked,
But I’ll spin the block if they touch your jacket.
She like, “Baby, why you move so cold?”
I’m just tryna heat this ice in my soul…

**[Chorus]**
On God, she like the way I bleed cash,
But all I bleed is ghosts in the dash.
Anxiety’s my shadow, it cling to my kicks,
We dance in the fog where the pain sticks.
She want love, I’m servin’ her war,
But she still ride… *what we fightin’ for?*

**[Verse 2]**
Mama said, “Pray,” but the devil’s got tempo,
He hums in my ear when the .40 unloads slow.
She kiss my scars, call ’em constellations,
I’m tryna dodge heaven’s interrogation.
Hood got PTSD, it hums in the silence,
We laugh ’bout the past like it ain’t violence.
She say, “You ain’t gotta flex,” but flexin’s my language,
These chains ain’t gold—they’re the ghosts I manage.

**[Bridge – Half-Sung, Hazy]**
*Yeah, we both messed up, tangled in static,
She love my rage, I love her magic.
We don’t talk future… we just exist,
Two lost bullets dodgin’ the abyss.*

**[Chorus]**
On God, she like the way I bleed cash,
But all I bleed is ghosts in the dash.
Anxiety’s my shadow, it cling to my kicks,
We dance in the fog where the pain sticks.
She want love, I’m servin’ her war,
But she still ride… *what we fightin’ for?*

**[Outro – Murmured, Fading]**
“*You hear that?*”… sirens sing our song,
She grip my hand tight—we both play along.
The fog’s getting thicker… but we ain’t scared,
‘Cause lost in the haze is how we prepared.