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I don’t feel—I calculate,
I look sweet—but I navigate.
Loyalty? That’s real estate,
I invest in ones that appreciate.
He caught feelings—I sealed his fate,
If it don’t build me, it’s dead weight.
He just wants love—but I charge respect,
You call it your heart—I call it a cheque.
If I feel played—I triple the bet,
A man turns pawn the moment I’m set.
He speak on love—I talk assets,
I don’t do hearts—I deal in debts.
Eastside mind with a Beirut base,
They act like wolves but move like snakes.


Born with the code—don’t beg, don’t tweak,
Move like a ghost—bad gyal don’t speak.
Baddie in boots—talk sweet, move mean,
Heart ice cold but the face stay clean.
Play my role—but I bend the frame,
Make him feel big while I run the game.
Came from pain—now I send, not go,
Still run tings—they just don’t know.


Didn’t get saved—I adapted fast,
Learned how to smile while the chaos passed.
Therapist child with a grown-up lens,
Mom vented to me—couldn’t just be friends.
Dad said women were made to obey,
So I learned to play dumb and move my own way.
Watched my mom flip pain to control,
That’s when I knew how to play every role.


Born with the code—don’t chase, don’t fiend,
Link who I want—curve who I need.
Act like a queen, think like a scheme,
Look too sweet—but I don’t play team.
Waist stay snatched, mind stay clean,
He move weird—he get left on seen.
Talk light, move mean—cold routine,
I don’t explain what power mean.


Lebanese roots in a cold-ass world,
Watched men fold for the baddest girls.
They say I’m tough—but I call it trained,
Pain built muscle where fear once reigned.
You see soft, serene,
Not the war in between.
Never outshine, but outpositioned,
Let ’em think they lead—while I run the mission.


Even generals check for loyalty in they circle,
I test mine silent—watch who go verbal.
Fake love loud, but the real ones move quiet,
I speak my fire and I won’t deny it.
You ghosted me? That’s cute—I vanish first,
No text, no post—just silence that hurts.
Let him feel loss without seeing the crime,
Strategic retreat—had him begging for time.


They told me I was too much—too wild, too deep,
But I made storms look calm, even when I couldn’t sleep.
I don’t beg for respect—I command it on sight,
Came from the dark—but I walk like light.


Born with the code—I never had to speak it.
Played the fool till I flipped the sequence.
Let him think he ran it—I fed that ego,
But I don’t move for love, I move like C.R.E.A.M. though.

But they don’t say it out loud.


Born with the code—don’t chase, don’t fiend,
Link who I want—curve who I need.
Act like a queen, think like a scheme,
Look too sweet—but I don’t play team.
Waist stay snatched, mind stay clean,
He move weird—he get left on seen.
Talk light, move mean—cold routine,
I don’t explain what power mean.

...And they still don't say it out loud...