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! I'm done living this life!, being nice!
done with the cries!
i'm done, done, never seeing happiness with these eyes!
doing ice, the good and bad highs!
i'm done, done thinking about both my ex wives, looking back at all their lies!


And most of all,

I'm done, i'm just done, with all my failed tries



and this is all i know to say

"its just to hard to live this fuckin way"



hello my name is depression

let me tell you how your mind became my possession



i'm the reason you feel lonely in a crowd

nothing but failure will ever be allowed

you will never be proud

ideas lost up in the clouds

I'll be the emptiness you feel inside
full of tears with all you've cried

you'll never even want to go outside

I'm the weight that will drag you down when your life begins to look up
I'll be the feeling in your gut

that makes you think lifes full of bad luck

everyone will think your lazy

making you feel so crazy

and you've seen a lot of me lately

you'll have no motivation

only total frustration

knowing only separation

i will steal your dreams

they'll just be planned out schemes

everyone knows sadness but i promise you yours will be extreme
I'll consume your time so you'll have none for anyone besides me

your mom will call you her mistake

so your hope will be so easy for me to take

and a day will come when you have nothing but my pain to drag you to the ground

scream all you want it'll never help no matter how loud

i'll be the reason you feel like your just prisoner, in your head

and for me there is no cure, just pain instead

try any thing you want i promise there is no procedure, you'll only be mislead

in time you will hate yourself for sure, never getting ahead.

it doesn't matter if your rich or poor

being sad, lonely and unworthy is all you'll have to insure

IF your life starts to feel great, i'll be the reason you take a detour

l never let you live secure

i will ruin your life, misery i will ensure

“maybe all i needed was to tell someone the way i felt”

it's too late your hands been delt.

anytime i tried to share

a person who cared was so far less than rare

now i just keep it all in and look off and stare

I hope someone hears me. I want the help I swear.

but for me no time will ever be spared



oh lord, why doesn't anyone ever show me they care

I walk this world alone

No one cares and that's been shown

I'll always be on my own

I feel everything and its all building up in my heart

I can't say how i feel so it just tears me the fuck apart.

Day in and day out i barely make it through

As I try to grab onto the light

I'm drug back into the darkness night after night

and I'm done with that fight

Overthinking every move,
knowing now i was born to lose

No, that aint what I choose.

But everyone sees me as worthless so what's the use.

I'll always lose

No, that's not an excuse

I don't get the respect should

No one has ever cared about me since my childhood

So i must not be any good

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