Lost in My Own War

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I been tryna rewrite time, but the past don’t listen
Every step I take feel like bad decisions
Tryna paint a new path, but the cracks keep chippin’
Lookin’ for a light, but the match won’t flicker

Mind like a warzone, I can’t find peace
Try to leave the past, but it won’t release
Every bridge I burn just turns to debris
And every lesson learned still cuts too deep

Yeah, I pray but the echoes don’t talk back
Tryna move forward, but the past pull me off track
Pain on my chest like a name on a dog tag
Drownin’ in my thoughts, but I smile, gotta hide that

(Hook)
I don’t know if I can take this
Every move I make feels aimless
Tryna fix the past but I can’t erase it
And I’m scared I won’t make it out alive

Tell me where do I go when I hate my mind?
Tryna climb but I slip every time I try
If I scream to the sky, will You hear my cry?
‘Cause I’m scared I won’t make it out alive

(Verse 2)
Uh, I been tryna fight the pain with a fake laugh
Tryna move on but I’m stuck in the brake pads
Every little dream that I had turned to stained glass
Shattered in my hands, I can’t put the days back

I been at war with my own reflection
Scars on my soul, got a cold complexion
I could run forever but there’s no direction
Tryna find faith, but it lost connection

Yeah, I been on the edge like a tightrope
Tryna find a way but the night don’t
Every time I climb, feel the sky get low
And every time I rise, feel the ground explode

(Hook)
I don’t know if I can take this
Every move I make feels aimless
Tryna fix the past but I can’t erase it
And I’m scared I won’t make it out alive

Tell me where do I go when I hate my mind?
Tryna climb but I slip every time I try
If I scream to the sky, will You hear my cry?
‘Cause I’m scared I won’t make it out alive

(Bridge)
Yeah, they say time heals but mine still bleeds
Tryna find air but the weight’s too deep
I keep runnin’ but the past don’t sleep
I keep runnin’ but the past don’t sleep…

(Outro)
Uh, I been talkin’ to the stars, they just look away
Tryna find a home in a place that don’t know my name
If life is a book, then my story just tore away
Tryna write hope, but the ink keep pourin’ pain