Confusing

Lyrics

I be so high numb my pain I'm in space I'm a Rockstar
I sip lean out the double cup like this that wok hart
He a bitch wen I catch him he ain't got far
He said he wanna fight it out he said "let's box" (spar)
I light him up muhfucking lights spark
Like "Oh my God you got bars and you switch the flow so fast you raw as fuck" I feel I'm just bar smart
I'm on the grind I could rap forever when I stop like "what you stopping for?"
I went ghost for a lil bit when I come back I shock them, no outlet
You is a bitch how you said you won't leave but you switched up now I don't give a fuck I'll show you who not get foul with
Like a dyke I keep a strap on me it ain't for no style bitch
I put my heart into my music and this shit hurt so much I almost felt calling quits
I can't wait till I make I get them commas rich
Like my life been a rollercoaster, up and down, right now I'm on top of it, listen how I do it so casually I got them bitches calling I ignore they like "why don't you get back with me?"
Sometimes I be racing my mind and my heart at the same time I'm lost and confused I'm racing frantically