What If

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
What if I’m too much, what if I’m not enough?
What if I’m a weight they’re all tired of?
I see the way they smile, then fade when I walk in,
Like they’re carrying the burden of the space I take up again.

(Pre-Chorus)
I know they say they love me, but do they really see?
The storm inside my mind that never sets me free?

(Chorus)
What if I’m broken beyond repair?
What if they’d breathe easier if I wasn’t there?
What if the world keeps turning, never missing me?
But… what if that’s just the lie I let myself believe?

(Verse 2)
What if I fall apart, and no one holds me tight?
What if I reach for help, but I just waste their time?
I hear the whispers saying, “I should just be strong,”
But what if being strong is what’s been hurting all along?

(Pre-Chorus)
I know they say they love me, but do they even know?
The weight of waking up when I feel so alone?

(Chorus)
What if I’m broken beyond repair?
What if they’d breathe easier if I wasn’t there?
What if the world keeps turning, never missing me?
But… what if that’s just the lie I let myself believe?

(Bridge)
What if I’m not too much? What if I’m enough?
What if I am loved more than I can trust?
What if the dark can’t drown out the light?
What if I hold on just one more night?

(Final Chorus - Shift in Perspective)
What if I’m stronger than I even know?
What if I’ve been loved since before I had hope?
What if the world keeps turning ’cause I’m meant to be?
What if I’m more than the lies I let myself believe?

(Outro)
What if I matter? What if I belong?
What if the hands of God have held me all along?