My father fucked up everything

Lyrics

[INTRO]
Cold nights under a heavy sky,
Whispers of regret, hear the silent cry,
A father’s love turned to a bitter ache,
The foundation shattered, how much more can I take?

[VERSE 1]
My father fucked up everything,
No remorse, just a heart of stone,
Every promise shattered, every dream alone,
Ripped apart, I’m lost in this mess,
Drinking in the darkness, drowning in distress.

[CHORUS]
You think you built me, made me strong,
But your twisted lessons were all wrong,
I’m trying to rise from the ashes of pain,
But your grip is tight, like let me explain.
Fucking up my teenage years, can’t you see?
Just a monstrous shadow haunting me.

[VERSE 2]
Study harder, be perfect, be the best,
But in your eyes, I can’t escape this test,
Every scolding, every rage-filled night,
Chasing perfection, never feeling right.
You think you’re helping with your cruel commands,
But I’m still your child lost in these dark lands.

[CHORUS]
You think you built me, made me strong,
But your twisted lessons were all wrong,
I’m trying to rise from the ashes of pain,
But your grip is tight, like let me explain.
Fucking up my teenage years, can’t you see?
Just a monstrous shadow haunting me.

[BRIDGE]
I wanted to run, to laugh, to be free,
But you weaponized knowledge, tortured me,
Do you even know how it feels to be bound,
In a cage of your making, silent sound?
While others played, I was counting each scar,
You turned my childhood into a battlefield, a war.

[CHORUS]
You think you built me, made me strong,
But your twisted lessons were all wrong,
I’m trying to rise from the ashes of pain,
But your grip is tight, like let me explain.
Fucking up my teenage years, can’t you see?
Just a monstrous shadow haunting me.

[OUTRO]
So here I stand, a rebel in chains,
Breaking free from your suffocating reigns,
Your legacy's pain will not define my way,
In the light of my truth, I’ll find my own day.
You moron