Not Wanted

Lyrics

[INTRO]
A shadow in the corner, echoes of despair,
Wishing for the broken, but no one seems to care.
In this empty room, my heart beats out of tune,
With every breath I take, I’m dancing with the gloom.

[VERSE 1]
I’m a loser unworthy, can’t you see the signs?
Longing for the darkness, in a world that’s so divine.
Tiny and defective, crawling through the ash,
Every fleeting moment turns to nothing but the past.
Desperation pulls me closer, like a moth to flame,
In this twisted game of heartache, nothing ever feels the same.

[CHORUS]
Watch me fall, I'm the one you won't remember,
Drowning in the silence, a lost and lonely ember.
Oh, I'm ugly, I'm premature,
Seeking out the pain, but love remains unsure.

[VERSE 2]
Annoying and smelly, pariah of my own make,
Smoking through the sorrow, with each hit I awake.
Drug addicted visions cloud the light I yearn to find,
Wading through the darkness, left with shadows in my mind.
Religion's my only peace, in the chaos that I crave,
But every broken promise leaves my soul a tiny grave.

[CHORUS]
Watch me fall, I'm the one you won't remember,
Drowning in the silence, a lost and lonely ember.
Oh, I'm ugly, I'm premature,
Seeking out the pain, but love remains unsure.

[BRIDGE]
I want to be wanted, but it’s not for me,
Every chance I take just leads to misery.
I dive into my disease with arms wide open,
Each scar tells a story, a heart forever broken.

[CHORUS]
Watch me fall, I'm the one you won't remember,
Drowning in the silence, a lost and lonely ember.
Oh, I'm ugly, I'm premature,
Seeking out the pain, but love remains unsure.

[OUTRO]
Desperation’s my cologne, fragrance of the fight,
I’m a ghost in my own skin, fading into the night.
Longing for affection, but haunted by my flaws,
In this endless battle, I’m the loser without cause.
So watch me fall, into the depths unknown,
In a world of yearning, forever on my