Messy life

Lyrics

[INTRO] Lost in memories, shadows overwhelm, Haunted by the moments, I can't find myself. A fragile heart wrapped in chains and fear, Searching for the answers, but the truth isn't clear. [VERSE 1] Fifteen candles flickered, but the light felt dim, Handcuffed to the past, nowhere to begin. Rushed to a hospital, silence in the air, Whispers of my pain, nobody seems to care. Childhood dreams shattered like glass on the floor, Echoes of regret, can't take it anymore. Tangled in the twilight, caught up in the fight, Trying to escape from the dark into the light. [CHORUS] Oh, I feel messed up, my mind's a twisted maze, Memories haunt me like a ghost in a haze. Lost in this world, like a ship without a sail, Searching for a glimmer, but my hopes always pale. I just want some hope to keep moving on, In this traumatic life, where everything feels wrong. [VERSE 2] Trust is a stranger, lurking just out of reach, Lessons I’ve learned are the ones I can teach. Stuck in illusions, wearing paper-thin masks, Beneath all the laughter, I’m burdened with the past. Wishing for a haven, a mysterious room, Where I can escape the echoes of doom. A sanctuary of silence, where shadows can't creep, Finding solace in the secrets that I keep. [CHORUS] Oh, I feel messed up, my mind's a twisted maze, Memories haunt me like a ghost in a haze. Lost in this world, like a ship without a sail, Searching for a glimmer, but my hopes always pale. I just want some hope to keep moving on, In this traumatic life, where everything feels wrong. [BRIDGE] But in the darkest hour, I still dream, Finding threads of light, unraveling the seam. A flicker of strength, igniting my soul, Even in the chaos, I can rise and feel whole. [CHORUS] Oh, I feel messed up, my mind's a twisted maze, Memories haunt me like a ghost in a haze. Lost in this world, like a ship without a sail, Searching for a glimmer but my hopes always pale. I just want some hope to keep moving on, In this traumatic life, where everything feels wrong. [OUTRO] So here I am just a victim of my past but I’m going to move forward because so it won’t last