Shattered

Lyrics

I won't stay here If it continues to rain That thought hardly Escapes me I dont want to feel it anymore Continuing like I am right now All of what I want has fallen I feel like I have fallen deeper Heart throbs, goes into shatters Heart cries help and I go forward Sharp pain through the back as I go I can't help but feel overwhelm Hurt driving into my souls While I witness these dark shadows These storm clouds rising Surrounding me They appear then disappear The people in your life That come and go They change and take you away I'm left here all alone I feel like I loved you through Blasted curtains What can I really see When they're closed deep? I'm Standing on a hollow ground Can I really feel anything? Perplexed with grief Fixed with broken belief Striving to walk On shattered glass beneath I have become numb within myself Hearing the breaking sound Deep inside of me But now all the while You fall in the hilarity of echos Others voices in low tone Stronger louder as I even let go Others eyes brighten Their Heartless fake love Their Lifeless gaze I see how it affects you As you warm embrace Through the thought of it I can't help but hurt as I love This deep love is not received Returning to the sender Throwing it and it deflects I can feel the rejects Then you sit on your own Joyfully there rising above Is it even there in your eyes I showed much more Than I ever have before I don't even know Why I'm here anymore I'm tired and alone I've fought a deep battle A harrowing struggle To keep them away but they always come back Because you let them come I still continue to wait With invisible bloodstains Rusted hard heavy weight Though my heart is missing I still tend to love more than ever Continue to give in When there's nothing else to give With all the restlessness within Pretending I don't feel misplaced From my world into hostile space Yet my love still remains true A quality known only to a few If and only if you really knew The Blood, sweat and tears I go through It doesn't hold anything else to my heart Have I been there and showed care Like No one ever would? Doesn't take away the pain That is made here on display Oh wait they can't see it And neither can you Because you continue to refuse I'm here but there no longer In your eyes you have seen light But have become so blind It's minutes to midnight In the dark of my life I still feel the raindrops Me here inside shaken up I continue to grow cold I have to go now Maybe for a while Possibly forever However long it takes For this pain to go away If the final rain drop hits Not sure I'll have Anything left