Lyrics

(Verse 1)
Rolling fast in my RS5, chasing dreams in the dead of night,
Thought the speed and shine would make it right,
But the mirror don’t lie, my soul’s still tight.
Ching on the table, bottle in my hand,
Trying to drown out a past I don’t understand.
Steroids in my arse cheeks, thought I’d grow strong,
But every damn day, I felt more wrong.

(Pre-Chorus)
Looking in the glass, man, I see through the cracks,
Built a house of muscle but my spirit collapsed.
Family breaking, voices aching,
Every night’s a fight, every smile is faking.

(Chorus)
Life’s like a ghost train, running off the rails,
Screaming through the tunnels, lost in my own hell.
Thought the weight and the power would cover the pain,
But the demons don’t sleep, they just wait in the rain.

(Verse 2)
Fourteen and a half stone, bulked up pride,
Feeding the monster I carried inside.
Every bite, every pill, was a mask for the guilt,
Till my body fought back, and my world got tilted.
Nasty cell growing, dark as my past,
Doctors said, "Cut," thought my time wouldn’t last.
Staring at the blade, heard a voice say “No,”
“Fight this clean, let your true self show.”

(Pre-Chorus)
So I dropped the weight, dropped the lies,
Twelve stone lean, saw the truth in my eyes.
No more drowning, no more fear,
Just clean fuel, clean mind, my path is clear.

(Chorus)
Life’s like a ghost train, but I took the wheel,
Turned the brakes on the madness, let my wounds heal.
No more chasing shadows, no more shame,
I eat clean, train clean, think clean—change the game.

(Bridge)
Now I stand tall, no crutches, no chains,
The past might whisper, but it won’t scream my name.
No need for the powders, no need for the high,
I found my strength where my demons would die.

(Outro)
Ghost train's slowing, stepping off this track,
Left the wreckage, ain’t never looking back.
No more running, no disguise,
I see myself now—through my own real eyes.