Lyrics

No.......its time to wake,
Don't know how much more I can take,
Just get up, Come on,
Need to show that you're strong,
But I can't please just let me,
Just smile, don't let them see,
The mess that you are,
The most useless by far,
Have you seen what you've done
You've traumatised your son's
Who would want you
The damage you do
Just stay here in bed
It's better for them
No its not just get up
Come on put them first
Need to call them, they hurt,
Dont put yourself first
Just lie, say I'm OK,
Just get through today
They hate me,They're tired of me,
They don't need Your negativity,
Why can't they see, understand, this isn't me,
Don't overthink it, it's fine, take it easy, take your time,
act normal, im overwhelmed,
Theres no start, theres no end,
protect them from me, run away to cry,
Crashing now, im tired, can't open my eyes.
The darkness is relentless, there's no way to stop this, consumed by a sadness, that i can't explain,
what, when, where,
why, how, who,
I don't know, i can't tell you,
no reason, it just is,
I'm broken, disconnected,
Just leave, please go,
I'm better off on my own,
step back, step away,
i promise it's ok,
I'm safe, won't do it,
too afraid to go through With it,
I've seen it, I've felt it,
the guilt, could have prevented it,
If I was to consider it,
would have done it by now,
so please just stop asking,
Who, what, when,
where, why, how
keep pretending I'm fine,
can't continue to lie,
why should I, for who,
this isn't about you,
I know you're just trying,
to understand why I'm crying,
what it is that I'm fighting,
why I'm lost in a nothing.
darkness, sadness, hopelessness, loneliness, afraid of myself, theres just no controlling this, I give up, you won, don't have the energy to run,
Run? I Can't walk, i can't breathe, i cant talk,
Time slows down, its so quiet,
my mind is so tired, Disassociate,
take a breath, my thoughts need a rest
Please leave me here, let me stay,
don't make me go back,
It's so loud, it's so dark,
lost control, where do I start,
where is the end, when will it stop,
Just accept that I'm lost.
What when where why how who
I don't know, I wish I knew
Who how why where what when
Please don't make me explain this again
When what where who how why
I know its hard to understand, but i'm begging you to try
What when who how why Where
Don't you see i am trying, don't you think that I care
Who when why what where how
It's nothing, I'm fine, I'm ok, better now
When who how why where What
Please just leave, I've just had enough
Just because you haven't felt it or seen it before
Doesn't mean that depression isn't consuming my soul
I don't need your judgement, or tough love approach
I'm fighting it as hard as my mind can endure
Nobody knows me, not now, even me,
Now please just give me the space that I need,
To breathe, to breathe

Who, what, when, where, how, why

To breathe, just leave

What, who, where, why, how, when

Just breathe