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I always wondered what could possibly drive a person off the ledge.
Now as im standing on that edge,
i allege.
Nobody cares what others are going thru!
They just continue to be rude.
Until our hate grew and grew.
Maybe we just didn't know what else to do.
I know I dont want to do anything stupid.
But man, If y'all only knew
how I would stew and stew
Everyday it's something new.
Nobody cares to have a clue,
or cares about people enough to put their selves in others shoes.
or
To try and see all the hell, all the pain, all the loss, all the failed tries, all the years of giving all they got to get no where.
Try after Try after Try!
Only to see
Fail after Fail after Fail!
No matter what they do.
Imagin what that person has been going thru.
Nobody wants to know or hear that truth.
I've become sick of all the untrue.
People fucking suck, Became my view!
What was I to do
I don't know so I withdrew.
But that only helps for a few.
Making me depressed,
causing me distress.
Everyday there's another test,
I'm doing my best,
even tho im completley
fucking streessed.
With everything I've surpresed
pounding on my chest.
Thinking what the fuck is next.
I'm Afraid to let my emotions be fully expressed,
because I would be arrested.
Not helped and rested.
No time or give a shit will ever be invested.
So I continue do deal with people who offended.
All the fakes who pretended!
With all this bottled up resentment
I've contindended.
Maybe my patience ended
And I came unglued,
then finally blew.
All you'll see are my consequences on the news.
Not the repeated
times I was mistreated.
Or how so many doctors left me untreated.
Or all the unneeded,
unwanted
and undeserved
bullshit i've had to take. While people keep taunting
my memories keep haunting.
The ability to remain calm became daunting.
All the emotions started roaring.
All my attempts to send warnings
everyone kepts ignoring.
So I ended up resorting
to something absolutely appalling.
Now we're all mourning.
.....


I'm not in anyway saying it is OK for someone to do anything like this. I'm just saying, Maybe we should think about it.
Maybe just maybe we all could try talking kindly to others, helping and supporting our peers. Not ignoring, or taunting and treating others any other way then exactly how we would like to be treated ourself.



I know this is not how it goes down everytime something like this has happened. But I know it can be a reason for people to snap. Because I've been pushed to the brink. And it really made me think.
I'm just greatful for my writing or things probably would have been very different.
All I'm saying is we all really should try to be kind to people and more understanding. Because none of us have a clue what the next person is going thru and or, what they may have been struggling thru for years.


Just think about it. What's the worst thing that can happen from being nice, even if someone is being a dick? Lol

Have a good one everyone. Thanks for reading!