Lyrics

[INTRO]
Why am I always being blamed?
In this life, I feel so drained,
Thoughts spinning round, can’t catch my breath,
Lost in shadows, I wrestle with death.

[VERSE 1]
Every step I take, it’s a feeling of dread,
Regrets like chains wrapped tight ‘round my head,
Wishing I could escape, just drift away,
But I’m anchored here, I’m fighting each day.
Photos on my wall, they tell a tale,
Of dreams that vanish like ghosts in the pale,
From Liam to Toby, I hold them so tight,
Hoping one day, it’ll all feel alright.

[CHORUS]
I just want to be numb, can’t take this weight,
Lost in a world where I feel out of place,
Trying to live while I feel so small,
But I won’t give in, I’m still standing tall.

[VERSE 2]
People throw stones, they blame and they mock,
But they don’t see the battles that I constantly rock,
I’m an autistic kid with a heart full of dreams,
Drowning in silence, tearing at the seams.
Each day’s a struggle, a climb up a hill,
Wrestling shadows that threaten to kill,
But in my pictures, I find a light,
A moment of peace in the perpetual fight.

[CHORUS]
I just want to be numb, can’t take this weight,
Lost in a world where I feel out of place,
Trying to live while I feel so small,
But I won’t give in, I'm still standing tall.

[BRIDGE]
Life’s a puzzle with pieces that don’t fit,
But I’ll keep on searching, won’t let go of grit,
Hope's a flicker in moments of pain,
I’ll learn to dance in the pouring rain.

[CHORUS]
I just want to be numb, can’t take this weight,
Lost in a world where I feel out of place,
Trying to live while I feel so small,
But I won’t give in, I’m still standing tall.

[OUTRO]
So here I am, with scars on my soul,
Every day’s a chance to regain control,
Though the road is hard and the nights are long,
I’ll find my rhythm, I’ll