I'm Not Angry That You Left

Letra

WHERE ARE YOU? [VERSE 1 – Deep, intimate female R&B vocal] I asked the deepest part of my heart, Where are you now? Where did we fall apart? I'm here without you, you're there without me, Two broken souls where we used to be. I'm angry at the world, but never at you, There's nothing I wouldn't have done for you. I carry your name underneath my skin, You walked away, but you never left within. [PRE-CHORUS – Emotional build] Ohhh, it burns inside, it breaks me down, I wear a smile, but I drown without a sound. One part says leave, one part says stay, How can I love you and hurt this way? [HOOK – Powerful, catchy, repetitive] WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? I'm still searching inside of you. YOU WITHOUT ME, ME WITHOUT YOU, Tell me, baby, what are we supposed to do? Ohhh, I burn! I burn! Ohhh, I cry! I cry! I'm not angry that you left my side, I'm angry I still love you tonight. [VERSE 2 – Rhythmic R&B / emotional rap] I kept a thousand words behind my teeth, A thousand promises I couldn't keep. You never knew what I was going through, I lost myself trying to hold on to you. I never loved you like a passing flame, I gave you everything, I gave you my name. Now tell me how I'm supposed to let you go, When every part of me still wants you close? [PRE-CHORUS – Rising vocal intensity] Ohhh, it burns inside, my soul cries out, Your name is the one thing I can't live without. One part is fire, one part is pain, I would choose you, again and again. [CHORUS – Explosive female vocal] WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? CAN YOU FEEL WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH? YOU WITHOUT ME, ME WITHOUT YOU, HOW CAN LOVE LEAVE US THIS BLUE? OHhhh, I BURN! OHhhh, I CRY! I'm not angry at you, hear me tonight, I'm at war with this love I can't leave behind! [BRIDGE – Gospel soul, raw and vulnerable] Just turn around… Just look at me… There's still a part of you Living inside of me. I never stopped loving you, I only lost my way. You may have walked away, But my heart refused to change. [FINAL CHORUS – Massive layered vocals, emotional ad-libs] WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? CAN YOU FEEL WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH? YOU WITHOUT ME, ME WITHOUT YOU, HOW CAN LOVE LEAVE US THIS BLUE? OHhhh, I BURN! OHhhh, I CRY! I'm not angry at you, I'm fighting the pain, I STILL LOVE YOU… I STILL LOVE YOU… AGAIN AND AGAIN! [OUTRO – Soft, trembling vocal] I asked my heart… Where are you? It said… Still here.