Lyrics

[INTRO]
In a shadowed room, where silence screams,
A heart's been lost, buried in dreams,
I wear a mask, a smile so thin,
But deep inside, I’ll never begin.
[VERSE 1]
Little boy in a world made of stone,
Thoughts trapped inside, that's where I've grown.
Whispers of love that I dared not speak,
Afraid to be me, too fragile, too weak.
[CHORUS]
Oh, I’m living a life, that’s not really mine,
Thirty years pretending, trapped in a bind.
While my heart beats a rhythm of shame and regret,
A love for my wife, but the truth I can’t get.
[VERSE 2]
In a land where dreams were kept far from sight,
I chose a path shrouded in fear and in night.
I walked down the aisle with a fragile smile,
Yet my soul cried for freedom, if just for a while.
[CHORUS]
Oh, I’m living a life, that’s not really mine,
Thirty years pretending, trapped in a bind.
While my heart beats a rhythm of shame and regret,
A love for my wife, but the truth I can’t get.
[BRIDGE]
What if I could shed this cage of despair?
What if love didn’t come with such heavy wear?
But the world taught me anguish, it taught me to hide,
Now I stand at a crossroads, no one by my side.
[VERSE 3]
I hear echoes of laughter that dance in the air,
But inside I’m just aching, like they don’t care.
I hold her so close - she deserves all the best,
Yet the truth is a burden, an unyielding test.
[CHORUS]
Oh, I’m living a life, that’s not really mine,
Thirty years pretending, trapped in a bind.
While my heart beats a rhythm of shame and regret,
A love for my wife, but the truth I can’t get.
[OUTRO]
In the twilight of dreams where I silently plead,
Yearning for solace, for love to be freed.
But here I remain, lost in shadows and night,
A man full of love, yet denied of the light.