Lyrics

Let me get your attention

yo yo

Can I have your attention

yo
I may look afraid to get your backs
but you can never take me off my feet

so relax


I walked this world alone
thru every storm
no matter the weather
My heart is big
chin is hard
fake friends all gone
I'm nervous, but on the surface
I'm completely caalm
trying to forget
but this wasn't supposed to be the road i was on
I'm an honest man
if I wasn't then why the hell would I say I am
people like that I can't fuckin stand
can you explained it
Nah, it's just the way I am, fuck it
i got to move on,
own the shit, and let it go
This is my last shot,
last chance to give it all i got.


Good shit that comes in my life
is to few
this one feels brand new
now i only look at the past so I never repeat
come with me an I'll walk you through the one i see

i use to call hell home

I made it out somehow now I'm gone
look at me with a smile knowing I made it out at last or maybe I'm in complete denial
I felt everything
shit that cause hella pain
its a fucked up past but I got help from the man above
and I finally felt real love
let me tell you where I was
faster than a hurricane
snuck in causing so much pain
never thought I would lose
half memory half those thoughts which one do I choose
Were the memories in my head the highest cost
it has my eyes crossed
pulling me down in a life with sick twists and no meaning
feeling everything nowhere to run the world in quarantine
blinded by you I couldn't see
just because we answer to the same name doesn't mean you are me

came to me so far in the past

I guess it could be

thinking about all my fails since then

got to 99

had to stop no more time

it came and went so fast

gotta put all those thoughts away start getting mine at last


cuz love

was never something I lacked

never looked back

now I see what losing does

ESPECIALLY WHEN it's THE ones you trust


in a life with no meaning and sick twists
all this hell will always exist
everything is what I lost

in the end, the memories were My highest cost
my past is gone, now I'm just trying to call anywhere home

I go in for my 7th try
this drug life and I must say goodbye
so I can live my best life before I die
it's been so hard
but I had some good times I won't deny
the lies will always bring a tear to my eye
but they'll never make me lose
I'm always going to the life that I choose
I see every one of the dark days I walk through
you could never understand it from your fake ass view

now


the end is all I got
some things I wish could be forgotten gotta stopped have to move on my life was deadlocked in a fucked up plot
as I sat thinking about what ain't got
something else grabbed hold
and I reach out for a gun it's locked and cocked
put it to my head
time stopped

as I close my eyes to all those thoughts

pop


I'm still alive I was shocked
so to my knees, I dropped
as I looked up at the cross
I no longer felt so lost
all my sins washed