Lyrics

[INTRO]
Ms. Parker, have a seat
We haven't met since last week
I thought we made some progress

[VERSE 1]
Yeah, it caused me to progress the process
The manic crash-out moments, you ask?
Yeah, doc, I made the same oath to myself as you did to
Oath?

Yeah. I’ll never let a patient go untreated, even if that patient is me

[CHORUS]
Oh Lord, just what I feared
You're even worse than before
No, doc, I'm feeling even better than before

[VERSE 2]
Now let me tell you how I even ended up in this
I met this little dude 'bout three years ago
I thought it was love, but I was wrong, you know?
Was head over heels, but it was just an illusion
His pain and drama were my main source of confusion
He wasn't healing me; he was just consuming me

[CHORUS]
Oh Lord, just what I feared
You're even worse than before
No, doc, I'm feeling even better than before

[VERSE 3]
And now I'm begging him to let me go
This dude wanna do things my way
Suddenly wants to listen to what I say
I've put up with the creepin' and so-called pimpin'
Dude tryna run up the drug game, but he couldn't keep the game playin' house in check

[BRIDGE]
Instead, I gotta take control
Break free from the chains that he holds
Learn to love myself, let go of the pain
Move on, rise above the flames

[CHORUS]
Oh Lord, just what I feared
You're even worse than before
No, doc, I'm feeling even better than before

[HOOK]
I'm taking back my life
I'm standing on my own two feet tonight
I'm shining brighter, I'm feeling alive
I'm gonna thrive, I'm gonna survive

[OUTRO]
Now I'm on the path to recovery
Leaving the past, I'm moving forward, you'll see
I'm taking care of me, I'm feeling free
I'm finally me.