Lyrics

pray that i don't crash this whip,
all the things i never did,
girl i still miss your presence,
Lord please forgive all my sins,

all the risks and all the change,
just to watch you walk away,
thinking to myself again,
My biggest enemie's my friends,
tried my best and they all left,
they just watched me as i bled,
they told me to take a chance,
then you took me to my death,

pray that i dont crash this whip,
all the things i never did,
girl i still miss your presence,
Lord, please forgive all my sins,

Lord forgive me of all my sins i know i said i would change but its hard n i never did, i never fed into nobody i just put my all into this music instead this is the evidence, go harder than i ever did, put my heart into this this the medicine, rip big sis i still miss lil twin im overthinking it should've been me instead i been dead inside ever since, but ima go hard n ima keep being me, my heart it got harder it cold i dont know where to go its a dark world where i roam its just me on my own by my lone, i gave you my heart then you dipped im lost and confused like i still call your phone where did you go? where did you go?
all the tears and all the pain, hoping you'd wipe them away, all them nights and all them days i been praying for sum change, my heart bleeds its in pain, my heart needs Novocain, my heart pleads no more pain, my heart pleads no more pain, ever since you passed away, things will never be the same

pray that i dont crash this whip,
all the things i never did,
girl i still miss your presence,
Lord please forgive all my sins,
pray that i dont crash this whip,
all the things i never did,
girl i still miss your presence,
Lord please forgive all my sins,

i was like dad are you lieing cause momma was crying and i felt like i was dieing and i couldn't mantain all these thoughts in my brain
like i was stuck in a loop and i couldnt escape
So I keep rapping cause that's really all I got to keep me sane, prolly capping if I told you that I don't cry till this day, everytime I'm not distracted thats when I done go insane no matter anything I practice it still messing with my brain,
Been afraid, I tell you my issues not like you relate, all the same, I dont think I'll get used to pain, it's been hurting me in breaking me since she done passed away now I can't breath panic attack really mess me up day to day, God, please tell me where'd I go wrong, cause I'm really saying how I feel I mean it in this song, remember us laughing now she dead but not gone cause I know she in our hearts but man it makes me feel more wrong,

pray that i dont crash this whip,
all the things i never did,
girl i still miss your presence,
Lord please forgive all my sins,
pray that i dont crash this whip,
all the things i never did,
girl i still miss your presence,
Lord please forgive all my sins,
pray that i dont crash this whip,
all the things i never did,
girl i still miss your presence,
Lord please forgive a