Lyrics

Look at me closely, don’t turn away,
Scratch my skin, make me pay.
You know I like the pain this way,
Maybe that’s why I make you stay.
I’m a lost cause, stuck in the past,
Every day, the same, too fast.
Ten voicemails left, no reply,
Ten long months, don’t ask me why.
I get it now, it’s all on me,
Guess that’s how it’s meant to be.
Take my heart, then let me go,
I can’t stand back up, you know.
We made war, but peace? Not quite,
Only battles, only fights.
And so, I’m sorry, but it’s true,
Maybe I just can’t pull through.
Without you here, I fade away,
Lost inside, can’t find my way.
I’m upside down, I’m falling fast,
Seeing shadows from the past.
Tears keep falling, hands still pray,
But it’s useless, fades away.
On the couch, my mind’s a mess,
Stuck in pain I won’t confess.
Yesterday, I thought of you,
In the kitchen, feeling blue.
With no money, Mastercard broke,
Yet we laughed, it was no joke.
When you smiled, the world was bright,
Now it’s dark, no trace of light.
Now I’m trapped, I can’t escape,
This cruel time, a twisted fate.
I can’t breathe, my head’s a storm,
Heart imploding, far from warm.
My soul’s corroding, left alone,
A love now lost, a debt unknown.
And so, I’m sorry, but it’s true,
Maybe I just can’t pull through.
Without you here, I fade away,
Lost inside, can’t find my way.
I’m upside down, I’m falling fast,
Seeing shadows from the past.