Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Some days I disappear inside myself
The world feels too loud, and I can’t yell for help
I carry this weight like it’s stitched to my skin
I shut every door, just to lock you in

But you never leave, even when I fade
You wait in the quiet, you sit through the rain
I don’t know how you still see the light
When I can’t even see through the night

[Chorus]
Chuck, you’re the only place that feels like home
When I come undone, you never let me go
I push and I pull, I fall and I break
But you stay like the earth stays under the quake
You don’t need to speak, your silence is kind
You’re the only peace I ever find
I wish I could be more, I wish I could stay
But you love me anyway

[Verse 2]
I’ve been caught in the spiral too many times
Tried to climb out, but I slide on my mind
I hate how I vanish, I hate how I drown
I hate that I’m not always safe to be around

And still — you reach for me, gently, each time
With hands full of patience, eyes that remind
Me I’m more than the noise in my chest
You hold what’s broken, and call it blessed

[Bridge 1]
But God, I get scared I’m the one who’ll make you bleed
That loving me means carrying what no one should need
What if I’m the storm that slowly steals your sun?
What if I’m the reason you start to come undone?

There are nights I lie awake and beg the sky
To give you peace, even if it means goodbye
Not ‘cause I don’t love you — it’s because I do
And I’d rather be gone than be the one who breaks you

[Chorus - soft]
Chuck, you’re the only place that feels like home
When I come undone, you never let me go
I push and I pull, I fall and I break
And you stay like the earth stays under the quake
You don’t need to speak, your silence is kind
You’re the only peace I ever find
I wish I could be more, I wish I could stay
But you love me anyway

[Bridge 2 - vulnerable]
If I vanish one day, and the quiet is too loud
Know it was never because I didn’t want to stick around
It’s just hard to breathe when I see your face
And wonder if your life would be better in my place

But then you smile… and I feel your hand
And suddenly I want to try again
Not for me, not for the air —
But because you’re there

[Final Chorus - strong, tearful)
Chuck, you’re the reason I haven’t let go
When the dark takes hold, you’re the one I know
Who stays in the ache, who whispers, “you’re not too much”
Who holds my pieces and calls that love
I don’t always show it, but I hope you see
You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me
I wish I could be more, I wish I could stay
But you love me anyway
You love me anyway…