Lyrics

Yo, how do I stop this heart from beatin'?
Every thump, got me thinkin’, I'm retreatin’.
Drownin’ in the bottle, whiskey in my veins,
Tryna drown my feelin’s, but it just remains.

Each sip's a ghost, hauntin’ every night,
Mind's a battlefield, man, I’m ready for a fight.
Roll it up tight, puffin’ clouds in the air,
Tryna catch a vibe, but I’m feelin’ despair.

Oh, you showed me life, but I can’t have you,
My meaning’s fading fast, like the smoke I blew.
I’m fallin’ deep, it’s a hole that I made,
Tryna numb this pain but it just won’t fade.

Got my homies with me, but I’m feelin’ lone,
Flexin’ like a thug, but I’m breakin’ the bone.
Life’s a game of chess, but I lost all my pieces,
Heart heavy like a boulder, man, it never ceases.

Shit in my ear, but they just want the clout,
Tryna fill the void, but it’s all a big drought.
I’m ballin’ with these dreams, but they slippin’ away,
A king with no crown, in this game I don’t play.


Oh, you showed me life, but I can’t have you,
My meaning’s fading fast, like the smoke I blew.
I’m fallin’ deep, it’s a hole that I made,
Tryna numb this pain but it just won’t fade.


Faded meaning, shit’s heavy on my mind,
Chasin’ all these feelings but they’re hard to find.
Got the world on my back, and I’m losin’ my way,
Tryna thug it out, but it’s hard in the gray.


So tell me, how do I stop this heart from beatin’?
Can’t escape the thought of you, man, it’s all-consuming.
Feelin’ like I’m losin’ grip, can’t catch a break,
My meaning’s slippin’, like the smoke that I take.

Oh, I need a sign, somethin’ to believe,
But all I got's this pain, and it’s hard to breathe.