Lyrics

I'm feeling unsteady
my hands getting heavy
I ain't ready
you better stop testing me

this anxiety
got me living so livid
I don't get it
I'm been searching
an
nothing working
my heart is bursting
an im done hurting


I'm done hurting
I'm done learning
lessons
but I will not quit
no questions

I will make it
thru all the fake shit
I'm not going to see defeat
you better believe
Im goin succeed
i aint never stopping
I'm stomping every obstacle
that comes at me
anything I want is possible
I might stumble
but you aint never going to see me crumble

broken promises
causing all this darkness
they aint harmless
ya i know I tried
But regardless
my kids still think I lied
an its killing me inside

every loss is just an endless menace an every succeess i forget feeling winless
damn!
the memories in my head
are a continuous threat
another regret
with every breath
prayin for death
the memories are all I get
i guess thats the debt


how'd I allow this
hell to exist
I insist
I tried to resist
but in every attempt I fucking missed