Lyrics

I've been tryna stay sober
I've been tryna get closer
To the happy man that I used to be
But I'm only gettin older
Feelin like we've been over
But no baby girl it isn't just me
It's the changing of the season
And now I'm slowly believing
That this isn't gonna be worth the price
It's like you're looking for a reason
To go and ruin the evening
It's impossible for me stay nice

You so ruuuuuude, you so ruuuuuude

You so ruuuuuude
Somebody guide me cuz I
Don't know what to dooooooo
Ik that shit is stressful but girl don't you ruin my moooooood
You don't even care about all of the things that you doooooo
It's only me that has to go and change you're

Always nit pickin me
Sayin that you're sick of me
But you can't let me go
Cuz you can't go and get rid of me
You tell me to be normal
Boy just stop bein crazy
But no one talks about the things that pushed me and made me that way
You're such a hypocrite
And you exaggerate
Push me until I'm pissed and I start to retaliate
And now I'm just the villain
Bet you don't tell our folks about the way that I've been feelin
And sometimes

You so ruuuuuude
Somebody guide me cuz I
Don't know what to doooooo
Ik that shit is stressful but girl don't you ruin my mooooooood
You don't even care about all of the things that you doooooo
It's only me that has to go and change you're

Pushin me to places I don't wanna go
Why am I the only one getting rid of the old
Well I don't really feelin like changin if you're not gonna do the same
I'm only taking half of the blame cuz you so

You so ruuuuuude
Somebody guide me cuz I
Don't know what to doooooo
Ik that shit is stressful but girl don't you ruin my moooooood
You don't even care about all of the things that you doooooo
It's only me that has to go and change you're