Lyrics

You still thinking of me when you all alone
When nobody around to call your phone
When those blankets and those guys dont keep you warm
I know I know that it hurts your soul

you pretend you happy and it's understandable
had to get away from you because your miserable
Had alot of women plenty full of other hoes
Unfortunately couldn't distinguish you from one of those

I know that you hate me but you just want to see me
I saw you at the club you were drinking appletinis
Escaping out your sight made me feel like I'm houdini
I know that you hate me but you just want to see me
I'm wearing silk shirts so I know you want to feel me
But I can't let you do it cos your absence is what freed me

I know that you still need me in your life
But I don't out second chances
So please don't you waste my time
Drinking wine feeling fine
Focused on myself should've done Al long time
I aware I hurt you but I know it's not a crime
Had to cut you out cos I grew Into my prime

New Big city but I know that you the same girl that has always liked it gritty
You say you moved there for your future
But the city Swallow you up and turned you into a toumor
How could it do it
You were so kind and sweet like the nectar from a juicer
That city neglected you
But you where the one who abused herself god damn
Its so hard understand
How the the time goes on but your time stands still

The clock is ticking, your time is running out but you force yourself from thinking
You drown yourself in liquor cos you know your world is shrinking
Fake friends fake love but you tell yourself in clicking
You say its working, you say it's worth it
But deep down inside you want to see this whole city burning
It's like a burden, it's in your heart,your soul is turning
I know you still got them dreams that you always have been yearning

Obviously some people change but loosing yourself in the process won't really ease the pain
I'm sorry that I hurt you, but it had to be
We were incompatible to be a family
So don't go blame yourself, I wish you all the best and I wish you well, probably see you never and I think it's swell, you should scrap that last part I just wish you hell

I know that you still need me in your life
But I don't out second chances
So please don't you waste my time
Drinking wine feeling fine
Focused on myself should've done Al long time
I aware I hurt you but I know it's not a crime
Had to cut you out cos I grew Into my prime