Lyrics

[INTRO]
Celine stands alone in the rain,
Notodden feels so quiet now,
A heart so heavy, wrapped in chains,
Lost beneath a sky so gray.

[VERSE 1]
She hasn’t said what she feels inside,
But the silence screams in her mind,
Parents say “stay strong, don’t let the gays win,”
But they can't see the battle she hides within.

[CHORUS]
Vilde, you are far away,
But my heart is yours, I feel so alone.
You took the sun with you,
Now all the colors fade, just shades of stone.
I can’t be who I am out loud,
Afraid of judgment, lost in this crowd.
Carrying the burden, it’s too much to bear,
But they don't see, they don’t even care.

[VERSE 2]
Each day I walk along this empty street,
Memories haunting me, bittersweet.
Your laughter echoed in every place,
Now I chase shadows, I just need to sit on your face.

[CHORUS]
Vilde, you are far away,
But my heart is yours, can’t escape this ache.
You took the light away,
And now all I see is this heavy heartbreak.
I can’t be who I dream to be,
Crippled by their gaze, longing to be free.
Carrying the loss like a weight on my chest,
Drowning in silence, never at rest. The diet pills didnt help.

[BRIDGE]
Oh, the nights feel never-ending,
Wishing for a hand to hold,
But in this dark, I'm descending,
Searching for a love, so bold.
The tears I hold in don’t set me free,
Like chains around my soul, can’t they see?

[CHORUS]
Vilde, you are far away,
But my heart is yours, I’ve never felt so lost.
You took the warmth with you,
Left me in this storm, can’t bear the cost.
I’m not just grieving for what we had,
I’m fighting demons that make me feel so sad.
The weight is heavy, but I’m standing strong,
Just waiting for a sign to show where I belong.

[OUTRO]
So here I stand in Notodden rain,
Hoping for a rainbow, to ease the pain.
Holding on to love that’s deep in my heart.

Mama, im gay.