Lyrics

Eighteen years, feelin' so small,
Staring in the mirror, I don’t know me at all.
Got a job with a boss who casts a long shadow,
Every word he says cuts deep like a narrow.

Late night, tears fall, can’t find my way,
Past due on my peace, I can’t make it stay.
Thought I’d be flyin’, but I’m stuck in this mess,
Stressed out daily, I’m just tryin’ to confess.

Eating problems, can’t find my appetite,
Lost seven kilos in just two weeks, it don’t feel right.
Chasing ghosts and shadows, I’m losing control,
Feeding on my worries, it’s taking a toll.

Remember that time, he called me “kid,”
Said I’ll never grow up, just locked in a grid.
Coffee and cigarettes became my best friends,
Pouring all my secrets where the darkness blends.


Can’t sleep at night, heart racing like a train,
Counting all my losses, it’s driving me insane.
Thought I’d be happy, thought I’d be free,
But these eating problems are consuming me.

Eating problems, can’t find my appetite,
Lost seven kilos in just two weeks, it don’t feel right.
Chasing ghosts and shadows, I’m losing control,
Feeding on my worries, it’s taking a toll.

Caught in this cycle, I’m screaming inside,
Hiding my hurt, but there’s nowhere to hide.
Staring at the plate like it's a ticking bomb,
What happened to the girl who used to dream beyond?

Eating problems, can’t find my appetite,
Lost seven kilos in just two weeks, it don’t feel right.
Chasing ghosts and shadows, I’m losing control,
Feeding on my worries, it’s taking a toll.

But I’m still here, searching for the light,
Gonna fight this battle, reclaim my night.
One step at a time, I’ll learn to forgive,
Eating problems won't define how I live.