Lyrics

If only I could turn back time,
Rewind the pain and press restart.
I’d stand beside you, not behind you—
See it all through your heart.
But the moment’s gone…
And some things you can’t unbreak.

We said “forever” like it was armor,
Like words alone could keep us safe.
Now I’m drowning in the silence I created,
It screams louder than your name.
Every version of me lost you just the same.


I wore your silence like it was love,
Hoping someday I’d be enough.


But I changed, I bled,
Tore out my soul just to keep us fed.
You watched me shatter, asked for more,
While I opened every rusted door.
But love like that only leaves a scar—
Now I don’t know who I even are.
I broke myself—
And still…
Still, I was never enough.


Too much, then not enough—
Your love was always just out of touch.
You crowned me "the one" then turned me to dust,
Now I’m a ghost watching from a distance,
Trapped in the day we gave up existence.


You said, “Grow, and I’ll stay.”
But you left when I found my way.


And I changed, I tried,
Set fire to the parts I used to hide.
You watched me fall, still asked for more,
While I bled behind every closed door.
But love like that is a losing game—
Now I can’t even speak my name.
I broke myself—
And still, I was never enough


Now I’m left in the ruins of who I became,
Digging for a soul beneath your name.
Maybe love was never meant for me…
But the pain cuts deeper than I let you see.
Maybe I was worth keeping—
Even if you couldn’t believe it.


But I changed, I tried,
Poured out my soul just to stay by your side.
You watched me burn, turned away,
Left me in the ashes where I lay.
I gave you all, I lost my core,
For someone who wanted someone more.
I broke myself—
And still…
Still, I was never enough.

Still…
I was never enough.
Never enough for you.