My only enemy

Lyrics

Once upon a time, I believed in fairy tales
Thought love was perfect, like a boat that never sails
Dreams of happy endings, roses, and gold rings
But now I see, it’s not the joy that love brings
It’s a poison or a cure, there’s no in-between
It’ll tear you apart or make you feel seen
The world said it’s magic, but it’s all just a show
Now I’m picking up the pieces from the lies I used to know

Chorus
I let go of the one I thought would never leave
Now I’m drowning in the memories I can’t retrieve
The laughter and the pain, it’s all haunting me now
Wishing I could turn back time, but I don’t know how
You saw my flaws, and I saw yours too
But we were broken in ways that no love could undo
I miss the way you held me when the nights were cold
Now I’m lost, feeling empty in this world so bold
And every time I look in the mirror, I see
The biggest enemy staring back is always me
I can’t let go, I don’t know how to heal
Fighting with my shadow, forgetting how to feel.

Verse 2
Now I’m searching for peace in this hopeless place
Fighting demons, but I see their face in my own space
Some days I think maybe I’ll join their side
But deep inside, I know I’ll never let my soul slide
Through the storms and the nights, I still stand tall
Won’t let the dark consume me, won’t let myself fall
Though the world crumbles, and hope is hard to find
I’ll keep moving forward, leave the past behind.

Chorus
I thought that life would be more peaceful
But I good and bad things are always equal
I can’t change the fact who is with me is forever
An angel and the devil put together
If I could live a different way I would
I’ve been changed but not by the better good
I can’t get rid of the person I once loved
Cause she’s with me everyday in my life.