Bipolar sound - Sad 5

Lyrics

Title: Bipolar Bars

(Verse 1)
Yo, born on the edge, March 20th springin’ in,
Balancin’ chaos, it’s the story I’m livin’ in.
Bipolar hit me at the age of twenty,
Manic highs and lows, yeah, they came plenty.

Thoughts racin’, no brakes, mind in overdrive,
Feelin’ like a king, like I’ve never been alive.
Psychosis creepin’ in, breakin’ down the real,
Talkin’ to the shadows, yeah, that’s how I’d feel.

Trips to the hospital, strapped to a bed,
Tryna make sense of the war in my head.
Lauren holdin’ me down when I couldn’t stand,
Love stronger than the meds in my hand.

(Hook)
Up and down, the highs and lows,
In my mind, the chaos grows.
Through the dark, I found my fight,
Bipolar bars, I’m igniting the light.

(Verse 2)
They told me I’m crazy, nah, I call it unique,
Saw the spiritual matrix when my thoughts hit peak.
DMT visions, man, I’ve seen beyond,
Tried to grab the stars, but my grip ain’t strong.

Took the red pill, woke up to the pain,
Took the blue pill, tried to balance my brain.
Vraylar holdin’ me steady on the track,
But the THC’s the thing that brought my thoughts back.

Mania feels like a rocket to the moon,
Crash landin’ hard, think I’ll never leave my room.
Through it all, I kept the fire alive,
Scarred but still standin’, yeah, I’m here to survive.

(Hook)
Up and down, the highs and lows,
In my mind, the chaos grows.
Through the dark, I found my fight,
Bipolar bars, I’m igniting the light.

(Bridge)
18 days, hospital watch, cops at my door,
Shot through the soul, but I’m fightin’ for more.
Lost 14 inches, still I’m built to last,
Turned my scars into strength, now I’m breakin’ the past.

Lauren by my side, the anchor in my sea,
Mily and Vino showin’ me how love runs free.
Reborn in the struggle, yeah, I took the pain,
Now I’m buildin’ a legacy that’s bigger than my name.

(Hook)
Up and down, the highs and lows,
In my mind, the chaos grows.
Through the dark, I found my fight,
Bipolar bars, I’m igniting the light.

(Outro)
This is my anthem, my journey in a rhyme,
From the depths of psychosis to takin’ back time.
Bipolar’s a battle, but I wear it like a crown,
Turnin’ every breakdown into buildin’ up now.

One step, one breath, I keep movin’ on,
Through the darkest night, I’m chasin’ the dawn.
This is my story, let it echo afar,
Jay’s journey through the fire, written in bipolar bars.