I’m not okay

Lyrics

[INTRO]
Wish my mind would be still,
But I’m caught in this wheel,
Heart's sealed so tight,
Feels like it’s made of steel.

[VERSE 1]
Constant slamming echoes,
Like a blacksmith bangs away,
Anxious thoughts are creeping,
In a never-ending play.
I’m uncomfortable,
Wrapped in this misery,
Being alive sometimes feels,
Like a cruel kind of mystery.

[CHORUS]
I’m not OK, but hopefully this too will pass,
I’m not OK, drowning in memories of what we had,
Oh, I did you wrong, it’s hard to admit,
But here I am, filled with regret, oh the pain I can’t outwit.

[VERSE 2]
Penance must be paid,
For the love that I betrayed,
You were warmth and sunshine,
While I was lost in shade.
I wish there were more of you,
To fill this empty space,
Finding a peace of mind,
In your arms, my saving grace.

[CHORUS]
I’m not OK, but I’ll keep searching for the light,
I’m not OK, caught in shadows, I’m ready to fight,
A soul like yours, so pure, so divine,
Why would it ever belong to someone like mine?

[BRIDGE]
Oh, the scars we carry,
The burdens that we bear,
But love, it brings us closer,
If only we would dare.
To break these chains of coldness,
And let our hearts be free,
To see the beauty in this life,
A love that’s meant to be.

[VERSE 3]
I miss you in the silence,
When the nights feel so long,
Running from the blessings,
That would show me where I belong.
You deserve to be whole,
Without shadows on your heart,
I watch your light fading,
Wondering where to start.

[CHORUS]
I’m not OK, but maybe this will teach me growth,
I’m not OK, facing truths, I must uphold,
The gift of love so pure,
I’ve taken it for granted,
But in this dance of life,
I’m learning to be enchanted.

[OUTRO]
Wish my mind would be still,
But I’m