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Lyrics

She she she was the one nah she was the one look put some love in the streets somehow they still tryna debating me. One side saying I changed the other saying I made it gracefully. Whole world outside screaming while I’m trying to stay centered. Ice and fire in my veins same night same weather. People looking for a hero then a villain three weeks later. Too much desperation. People leaving for the smallest validation. Every city got a crowd looking for a demonstration. Everybody got an opinion nobody got the patience. Small artists chasing shock value calling it creation. Then get surprised when the backlash become the conversation. International hate internal silence that’s the plot child. Equality talks in Berlin in Späti shortie lost inside her own translation. Caught the whole hate wave now she can’t handle the sensation. I’m still the same boy just more focused with the vision. X in my headphones late nights trying find the critic. I put some love in the streets somehow they still tryna debating me. One side saying I changed the other saying I made it gracefully. Headlines moving faster than the truth these days. Everybody got a microphone nobody got proof these days look. They marching in the streets No Kings signs in the air. Global inflation got everybody pulling out their hair. Meanwhile little influencers shaking ass on holy ground. Disrespecting everybody whole internet shut it down and put it down. Critics going crazy international pressure they deserve it. Internal crew quiet external hate perfect never nervous so. Shortie talking heavy at the corner store. Lost inside her own reflection now she don’t know what she standing for. Backlash hit and suddenly the energy changing. See how conviction disappear when reputation in danger. I seen people switch sides quicker than a season. Writing paragraphs online but never giving me a reason. Meanwhile I’m in a customised Maybach watching city lights. Trying to figure out who real and who just visiting my life look. Most bitches walk in my house like they been there before. Same bitches bringing problems through the front door. Other bitches walk around they cant find their own door so. Carry drama in they Birkin I already know what time it is. Every smile looking genuine till the pressure finally hits. Took some pain from years ago still carrying the weight on my name. Life don’t always give a period sometimes it run the sentence straight so. Comma where the period go different chapter new phase look oath oath look. One day they love you next day acting like we never spoke again. Look. One day love. One day silence. One day family. One day strangers. That’s the cycle. Love her in the moment then the plot twist hit. Thought she wanted something real turned out she wanted what come with it. I gave inspiration she gave hesitation. Every conversation started feeling like negotiation. Same people judging everybody every summer. Turn around three months later doing numbers with each other. Expired girls in the summer same ones condemned the wave watching hypocrites evolve when attention start to fade. I still see the beauty in the chaos when she smile. That’s what made it hard to leave took me quite a while. You walking through my house like you know every room. Meanwhile carrying enough drama to fill the whole view look. Took the pain and made momentum. Turned the losses into fuel. Everybody love the spotlight. Nobody love what it do. They glaze me in the comments then delete it by the morning. Heart still warm underneath but the ice come with a warning look. Double standards in the messages. White flags when pressure hit. Sometimes loving from a distance. Really be the cleanest exit. Watches in the safe collecting dust I never really wear em. Same city same people somehow I barely compare to them. Heart inside the vault combination changed can’t share with them. Still the same boy just harder to reach and harder to compare to them them them them oath oath.