In a life I Waste

Lyrics

I've been told for as long I can remember that I'm just a shy antisocial loner
and I'm sick of it
now sit back and listen for a second your giving me a fucking headache.

So tell me
How would you be able to do anything in this life if you knew the day was over as soon as your were awake
instantly feel every damn loss on display
never wanting to complain
it's not everyday
the bad days just dominate
when you think of all you have to do that day your knees start to shake
so you hesitate
an decide
nah
I better just hibernate
all you want is to feel ok
but you can never escape
the hell that awaits
inside
it just circulates
so why try
because it's coming and it always negates
any progress that you make
So all you can do
is Struggle thru
wit little complaints
looking like a fool
living in a life you hate
thinking fear panic and anxiety are your fate
trapped inside mental restraints
Telling yourself your fake
hiding behind all the medicine that you take
feeling the Pain as you just lay and you shake
falling from grace
because the pain is what you embrace
Stuck wishing through the disgraced
insanity you chase
Like it's your favorite fucking place
in the life you waste
And that's just a taste of what it takes to be me.