Beyond the Pain

Lyrics

[INTRO]
Sometimes you can’t think, your head is in a whole other world. But that’s okay… I’m here to pull you out.
[VERSE 1]
You’re in pain
Your brain is stuck drowning in the rain
Washing away the mental images but what remains is still a stain
I get it, I’ve lived it
It’s as far as you can go
Depression the only thing you know
Your heart turns so cold that the rain turns to snow
Let me tell you something, so take a seat and pay attention to this flow
Sitting in the dark
Cigarette to your lips better not let that lighter spark
Life’s a struggle, when your thoughts are running like a stream
Yeah I wish it was a dream
Maybe take a few shots to let off this steam
I think back to the better years
Anything to let off these tears yeah time to switch these gears
When times are rough
I remember the words from my momma and play it tough
But is that enough?
I try and play it tough
But all my homies know well that shit’s a bluff.
When you’re only 24 and can’t take the pain no more!
[CHORUS]
Where the fuck do I go when I ache
I feel like my emotions are gonna break, I gotta fake it till I make it but,
There’s only so much I can take
So much going wrong with my mind
Oh well, I guess I’ll show and tell and show you what I’ll find. [x2]
[VERSE 2]
I’ve been thinkin
There’s more of an escape to this shit than drinkin
I came out of the hole half blind that it had me blinkin
If I just find a healthier way to cope
There’s more to this shit than just holding onto hope
It’s time to break out of these chains
I’m gonna lead my life by the reins
Use my energy to get these gains
Yeah I might sound a bit insane
But I’m motivated so my mental is what I’ll maintain
So much more to this shit than just jotting down words
Half these motherfuckers in the game ain’t worth the fame
Mumblin and fumblin man y’all is lame
I got a whole new level to unlock
So for now I’ma stay in my lane
I feel like my raps are so plain
But that’s okay because I wrote this on a plane
Why you gotta be so serious man I’m just playin
[CHORUS]
Where the fuck do I go when I ache
I feel like my emotions are gonna break, I gotta fake it till I make it but,
There’s only so much I can take
So much going wrong with my mind
Oh well, I guess I’ll show and tell and show you what I’ll find. [x2]
[BRIDGE]
This was a little something I threw together last minute
A bit of a vent
But whoever you are, wherever you are and you’re feeling bent
Don’t worry, I got you.
Much love, I’m with you, but today I’m gone.