Lyrics

I won't stay here
If it continues to rain
That thought hardly
Escapes me
I dont want to feel it anymore
Continuing like I am right now
All of what I want has fallen
I feel like I have fallen deeper
Heart throbs, goes into shatters
Heart cries help and I go forward
Sharp pain through the back as I go
I can't help but feel overwhelm
Hurt driving into my souls
While I witness these dark shadows
These storm clouds rising
Surrounding me
They appear then disappear
The people in your life
That come and go
They change and take you away
I'm left here all alone
I feel like I love you through
Blasted curtains
What can I really see
When they're closed deep?
I'm Standing on a hollow ground
Can I really feel anything?
Perplexed with grief
Fixed with broken belief
Striving to walk
On shattered glass beneath
I have become numb within myself
Hearing the breaking sound
Deep inside of me
But now all the while
You fall in the hilarity of echos
Others voices in low tone
Stronger louder as I even let go
Others eyes brighten
Their Heartless fake love
Their Lifeless gaze
I see how it affects you
As you warm embrace
Through the thought of it
I can't help but hurt as I love
This deep love is not received
Returning to the sender
Throwing my love and it deflects
I can feel the rejects
Then you sit on your own
Joyfully there rising above
Is it even there in your eyes
I showed much more
Than I ever have before
I don't even know
Why I'm here anymore
I'm tired and alone
I've fought a deep battle and harrowing struggle
To keep them away
but they always come back
Because you let them come
I still continue to wait
With invisible bloodstains
Rusted hard heavy weight
Though my heart is missing
I still tend to love more than ever
Continue to give in
When there's nothing else to give
With all the restlessness within
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
From my world into hostile space
Yet my love still remains true
A quality known only to a few
If and only if you really knew
The Blood, sweat and tears
I go through
It doesn't hold anything to my love
Have I loved you and showed care
Like No one ever would?
Doesn't take away the pain
That is made here on display
Oh wait they can't see it
And neither can you
Because you continue to refuse
I'm here but there no longer
In your eyes you have seen light
But have become so blind
It's minutes to midnight
In the dark of my life
I still feel the raindrops
Me here inside shaken up
I continue to grow cold
I have to go now
Maybe for a while
Possibly forever
However long it takes
For this pain to go away
If the final rain drop hits
Not sure I'll have anything left