Lyrics

Am i dreaming


Just Move 2 Rise

Shhhhhjhhhj, psssttttt
Yooo,
Wispers of

"am i dreaming"
"is this all just a bad dream"



Devil's got me dreamin
I'm not saying what im meaning
My mind is fucking screaming
my Life is truly careening
Out of Control
It's taking its toll
I lost my soul
Paying addictions toll
?
Cuz i
Been
Believing
The lies deceiving me
Grieving about the man I used to be an
It's Taken all of my peace
But I won't be beat
Never gonna see defeat
I'll get to where I want to be
every day I reach
A little farther
Cuz i
get a little smarter
Cuz Im
trying to get my life in order
It's so much harder
With these memories
Fuck these emotions that i harbor.
Its fucking torture

It's time for my departure
I know what i want for sure
I just Cant see a path
Passed this mental disorder
Its got me halterd
But i will not falter


In my mind
this mental disorder
Is a living hell
Feels like im at the border
Can't tell
Is this sanity
Or am I rapidly
Moving twords insanity
I'm not thinking rationally Pathologically,
I'm, ironically,
Drowning in my
own calamity
Fighting for my family

Devil's got me dreamin
I'm not saying what im meaning
My mind is fucking screaming
An my Life is careening
out of control
devin's got me dreamin
i'm not saying what im meaning
my mind is fucking screaming
my life is truly careening
out of control
stuck in this hole
i can't get out of
all i think of
is rising above
reaching my goals




The worst feeling in life is not wanting to do
exactly what the fuck your doing.
Got me stewing
I'm done losing
I'm bout to move an
Start crusin
I know i can
And thats the path im choosing

Yea

Haha
At least
Thats how i keep talking
An i'm full of disgust
it's shocking
That im locked in

This mental state
Where i cant think straight
as I wait and wait
trying to create
the best way through the bait
known as hate
don't want to be irate
no time to hesitate
Gotta stand tall
I can't just await
I must abait my fate
straight into a clean slate with innate traits that make me uniquely fucking great