Lyrics

[Intro – Whispered / Distorted Vocal FX]
You wanted soft? You wanted light?
그 아이는 없어
(That boy’s gone.)

[Verse 1 – Rap]
Used to wear white, now I’m dressed in grief
Smiled through pain, now I smile with teeth
Dropped the weight, but the world got heavy
Fake friends, lost jobs — heartbreak steady

She was the last cut, the final scene
Now I live in shadows, sharp and mean
You raised a son, but life made a beast
Now I feast on pain, now I find my peace

[Pre-Chorus ]
I’m sorry, Mom, if I look like this
세상이 나를 이렇게 만들었어
(I didn’t ask to be remade by this world)
Still laugh, still joke — but it’s all disguise
There’s a devil now behind these eyes

[Chorus – Anthem / Mixed]

I’m the bad guy singing lullabies
Fire in my chest, no more alibis
You want light? I gave you flame
I gave my soul, now I play no games

Halo's gone, I walk in night
내 안의 악마, 이제는 right
(I made peace with the demon inside)
I’m not your boy — I’m the other side
This pain, this voice — my battle cry

[Verse 2 – Rap]
Yeah, I lost too much to stay soft now
Tried to be good, but I don’t know how
All that kindness? It got me bruised
So I lit a match, and I lit the fuse

Smiles are fake, tears dried out
Hope left me, without a doubt
You want a saint, but I wear horns
I’m the thunder after I mourn

[Bridge – Falsetto]

Would you love me if I told the truth?
That boy you knew? He’s through
안녕, 그 착한 나
(Goodbye to the nice me)
Now I live with scars and fire
But at least I don’t lie anymore

[Final Chorus – Big / Chant-Like]
I’m the bad guy singing lullabies
Crying in flames with a smile so wide
Can't undo what life has done
So I turned dark and became the one

My halo cracked, my wings are ash
내 상처는 내가 가진 power
(My wounds are the power I carry now)
You can’t stop me — don’t even try
I’m not your boy — I’m the bad guy

[Outro – Whisper, fading beat]
Sleep tight, little me...
You don’t have to hurt anymore.
I’ll carry it now.
I’m not afraid.