To many times...

Lyrics

I remember your laugh, the way you’d say my name
Like I was your whole world, before I lit the flame
I ran when it got hard, over things that didn’t matter
Now I’m stuck with all these pieces, and my heart’s the one that shattered

I see you moving on, like I’m just a ghost
But I’m still here aching, loving you the most

I left you too many times, over too many small things
Now I’m crying in the silence, wearing all this pain like rings
You gave me love so true, and I let it slip right through
Now you’re gone, and I can't undo
The girl who kept leaving, still loves you

I thought you'd always wait, I thought love was made of chances
But hearts don’t keep on breaking just to hear more excuses and dances
You were the calm in my storm, now I’m lost without your light
And it’s killing me slowly, knowing I never got it right

Not even ten days in, and you’re smiling like it’s fine
Did I mean nothing to you, or was I just wasting time?

I left you too many times, over too many small things
Now I’m drowning in the silence, haunted by what your love brings
You gave me love so true, and I let it slip right through
Now you’re done, and I can't undo
The girl who kept leaving, still loves you

If I could take back the fights, the pride and the fear
I’d hold you so tight, whisper “forever” in your ear
But you’re not mine anymore, and it’s tearing me apart
'Cause loving you’s still the only truth in my heart

I left you too many times, over too many small things
And you moved on like lightning, like I didn’t mean a thing
You gave me love so true, and I let it slip right through
Now you’re done, and I know it’s true—
The girl who kept leaving… still loves you