Lyrics

Hessss!!!
Allllliioiiiivvvvvveeeeee!!!

(verse1)
Crying as I'm writing down these lyrics.
I'm not living just existing,
I've so much of my spirit.
I can't focus.
My emotions.
Can't control em.
People noticed.
I let go a while back.
Of the stone that I was holding.
I was chosen.
To be lonely.
All alone.
Helpless, hopeless.
Relapsed and chose the dope man.
Especially after Lola.
Watch as doors come open.
While life barely got me coping.
Losing it all, Im almost broke man.
Not to mention I'm broken.
Feel like exploding.
Feel like breaking for once .
(Hook)
Introduce everyone to a me I ain't showed em. 3x
(Verse2)
Why y'all act surprised?
It was bound to happen anytime.
I'm lost been on this ride.
Ain't stopped to even rest my eyes.
I've tried a million different things.
Plus a million different tries.
Listen to a million lies.
I swear to God.
I feel so blind.
Was all the things I learned through life.
Really wrong, like never right?
Constantly runs through my mind.
So to be honest.
I ain't been alright.
Paranoid heart be racing every night.
It feels like I could die.
Like they tryna take what's mine.
Annoyed I keep the nine.
Just in case they all decide.
Take as many of em down as I can.
Like I run out a lives.
(Bridge)
Shh, you hear that?
Pour!
It!
Out! 3x
(Verse3)
Fuckin bitch ass motha fuckers.
Tryna take what's left of me?
Sorry bruh!
You can't, you see.
I been broke down, destroyed patiently.
All you had to do was wait for me.
Brought me back to pour it out.
Fuck!
It's almost empty now.
It's ok though bub.
I think I'm gonna stick around.
No telling where you're headed now.
Just know you better make it count.

"He's ALIIIIIVVVVVEEEEE!!!!"