Lyrics

I wish I could talk to my future self so that I can ask what should I do next? No matter my situation it always seems like I'm struggling until I see my next check. Dealing with my clients got me feeling like I'm out of focus but I'm really feeling stressed. No one wanting to pay their invoices, so it's driving me insane so I start hearing voices. My choices are correct, my voice is direct, but I don't want to turn evil so I drop those clients and start pray for the best. Beside DJing I'm also a graphic designer and everyone wants something for free. Check it homie that ain't me and the apples that falls from this tree definitely ain't free.
Everyone always screaming for support but never see the struggle of the individual. As that individual I support myself because this marketing era is moving fast and completely digital. Awaken in the Matrix, how can I face it?
Sometimes depression hit so me hard but my life I'll never take it. Believing in God makes my faith even stronger, so I continue to hustle musically so that me and my family stays beyond the hunger.
No longer will I struggle mentally from all the mistakes I've made in my past that were killing me. I've prayed and prayed until my father has forgiven me. I'm not a lost poet and you know it.